Jaime Jacques
I Confess, I’m Jealous of Your Airbnb
I too, once looked at some land
over the caldera of Atitlán.
Follow your bliss, the others said,
but the jacarandas whispered:
I think you know better.
But why not?
Why not build a little paradise
for a fraction of the cost back home?
Finally have something to call my own.
Hire a guardian who knows the land
as well as his disappeared grandfather.
I would write a little book for all my guests
with all the best places to rest and reset.
I confess it looks so good—
stone saunas and the cold plunge pools
yoga platforms with volcano views
avocadoes, papaya and chipilin.
The earth here gives so easily.
Maybe I was being too rigid before.
We can’t go back 500 years.
We’ve got to move forward.
Together.
I mean –
who could have predicted all of this?
I wouldn’t say my workers.
I would never say my land.
Jaime Jacques currently lives in the ancestral and unceded territory of Mi'kma'ki, where she delivers mail and sometimes writes poems and always drinks too much coffee. Her poetry can be found in places like Rattle, Rogue Agent, Variant Lit and Birdcoat Quarterly. Her reporting can be found in NPR, Salon and Lonely Planet among others. She has a deep and abiding love for Central America, where she lived for several years working as a travel writer and binge eating mangoes. She is a poetry reader for PRISM International.