Debmalya Bandyopadhyay

Self-portrait as an abandoned water bottle

Who hasn’t felt the rush of a kiss
before being severed by fulfilment?

daylight bisects me with its tongue,
shadows skedaddle past the faded bandage

as if someone is still looking. is still
pulling me closer with a trembling hand

I want to be needed, thirsted for. oh, to be
something held, handed, hampered by lips

something picked over and over again
to fill the body’s arid questionnaire

I have learnt how need is just a needle
pointing to the soul. I was once lifted

in love, and then poured out into glasses,
consumed in sips and gulps. All I recall

is to love anything that flows, to crave
that what’s meant to fill a hollow.

Debmalya Bandyopadhyay is a writer and mathematician based in Birmingham, UK. His poems, translations, and essays have appeared or are forthcoming in Ghost City Review, LEON Literary Review, Couplet Poetry, Sontag, Propel, and Anthropocene Poetry, among other literary journals. His work has been selected for the Yearbook of Indian Poetry in English (2023) and he was a finalist for SweetLit’s 2024 Poetry Prize. He can often be found in parks confabulating with local birds.